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Going Under
Now I will tell you what I''ve done for you
50 thousand tears I''ve cried
screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won''t hear me
don''t want your hand this time I''ll save myself
maybe I''ll wake up for once
not tormented daily defeated by you
just when I thought I''d reached the bottom
I''m dying again
I''m going under
drowning in you
I''m falling forever
I''ve got to break through
I''m going under
blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so I don''t know what''s real and what''s not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so I can''t trust myself anymore
I''m dying again
I''m going under
drowning in you
I''m falling forever
I''ve got to break through
so go on and scream
scream at me I''m so far away
I won''t be broken again
I''ve got to breathe I can''t keep going under
Imaginary.
I linger in the doorway
of alarm clock screaming monsters calling my name
let me stay
where the wind will whisper to me
where the raindrops as they''re falling tell a story
in my field of paper flowers
and candy clouds of lullaby
i lie inside myself for hours
and watch my purple sky fly over me
don''t say i''m out of touch
with this rampant chaos - your reality
i know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
the nightmare i built my own world to escape
in my field of paper flowers
and candy clouds of lullaby
i lie inside myself for hours
and watch my purple sky fly over me
swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
oh how i long for the deep sleep dreaming
the goddess of imaginary light
Taking over me
you don''t remember me but i remember you
i lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
but who can decide what they dream?
and dream i do...
i believe in you
i''ll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you to live to breathe
you''re taking over me
have you forgotten all i know
and all we had?
you saw me mourning my love for you
and touched my hand
i knew you loved me then
i believe in you
i''ll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you to live to breathe
you''re taking over me
i look in the mirror and see your face
if i look deep enough
so many things inside that are just like you are taking over me
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